July 22, 2009

Going to the doctors again today, and the hospital straight after it. Nothing much else to report.

July 21, 2009

Very likely going into hospital tonight or tomorrow definitely, these chest pains and arm pains are getting very very bad.


Will hopefully be able to come back tomorrow and write "Doctors checked and found it was nothing".

Strangely enough, my gut feeling tells me this is more than just a hypochondriac theory. I really am feeling strange debilitating pains shooting down my arms, through my heart et cetera. I've never felt anything like this before, not even December of 2007.

Wish me luck guys. For once in quite a while, I'm actually quite scared about my health. These pains wouldn't bother me if they lasted a day, or even two days, but they've been here well over a week now and are getting worse each night. I'm afraid I might wake up at 4am with incredibly strong pains and being unable to breathe. I'm thinking of calling the hospital now and getting checked out if I can.

I know something is wrong with me at the moment, I hope it's just some muscular pain or something.

Edit: Can't get to hospital, dad's using the phone and says it's wise for me not to go. Apparently I'm overreacting. My body giving me such pain (Which I haven't felt pain like in years) doesn't seem to be overreacting. I guess I'll have to see how I'm doing tomorrow.

Keep on keepin' on guys.
-James

July 21, 2009

After ongoing battles, things might not turn out as bad as I thought.

Right now dealing with hospital too. Been in and out for strange sharp (increasingly painful) pains on the left side of my body.

Not much else to report atm, will see you guys later.

July 14, 2009

I'm going away for a very very long time.

July 12, 2009

ANOTHER UPDATE:

Not going to keep the job, I don't like the idea of scrubbing toilets.

Deviantart and a few friends cost me my damned job, the best paying one I've ever had ($744 a week). It's not their fault obviously but it still sucks how Australia is so behind and full of people who don't understand anything the modern world holds.

UPDATE:
Lately, I've copped a lot of crap about "who I make friends with" and those friends coming from DeviantART, so I've had to sort of pack up and restart how I'm doing stuff here. The whole idea of Sonic stuff has been heavily misconstrued when being described, and has then been linked to being furry stuff, which has also been indiscriminately blown out of proportion including the whole idea that every sonic fan = furry = nasty bestiality lover, and it's cost me my job

This includes anthro and anime.

I think it's time for me to move on from Deviantart in order to stray free from the Sonic Universe. It just doesn't appeal to me anymore. There's also too many idiots to deal with, and I realized one day, I'm fighting for something that isn't necessary in my world. I've fought to defend Sonics name, only to realize that we're getting fuck-all back from SEGA except shitty 3 year old kiddies games for the next-gen consoles which make Sonic an embarrassing thing to like unless you're a female.

I'm also moving on from it since I lost my job due to the fact I'm still holding onto the like of the Sonic Franchise. I've copped too much shit in reality to keep liking it (family issues and stuff as well).

So I'll still be here, just not with any of the sonicy junk. I pretty much deleted all the models and stuff I ever made of it ,(Although don't get me wrong, I'm holding my word and going to complete the requests I never finished when my 3d package arrives), and about 1120 gig of sonic stuff but that'll be it. I'm going to continue with my games-development career. Also, I do appreciate all the giftart, requests etc I received from everyone <3 I love you all.

I'll seeya all around. Can't wait to see what I can get done this week.

EDIT: After lengthy negotiations, I have my job back, but that doesn't quite mean I can continue to have anime and anthro related stuff, be it favs or submissions, on my gallery.